I don’t think I can go on this way any longer now. This whole situation is weighing completely, totally on my shoulders. Every single day I find it a bit harder to get up and go to school and smile to people and do what I have to do. I need to shake it off. Every single thing I don’t need. I need to let go. Because this way I’m the one who’s gonna sink, trying to help someone else to stay afloat. And you know, I’m not Jack Dawson, and this is not Titanic.